A person called friends..

what are friends for??
when you keep lying to me..
what are friend for??
when you keep hiding something from me..
what are friend for??
when you just neglect me..
what are friend for??
when you cant'n trust me..
what are friend for??
when you just make fun of me
what are friend??
when you just use me..
what are friend??
when you can't full filled your promised toward me..
act,WHO AM I IN YOUR HEART??
or,you just saying that "kaulah kwn aku" but it does'nt mean anything to you..
am i just a doll?? that once you love me you hold me tightly,but when you did'nt need me, you just throw me??
maaf
bila aku buat korg marah
bila aku bohong korg
bila aku kebas(main-main) barang korg
bila aku jauh dari korg
bila aku kutuk korg
bila aku buat korg BENCI ada kawan macm aku yg x de function..
AKU SAYANG KORANG..

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life..

bru bgn actually pkl 10 tdi..then study add math..lovely..first time rase interestingnya add math nie..log jelah ada cipan sikit..i'll fix it before spm..actually,cuak nak spm nie..mood malas asyik ajk tido je..after this,insyaallah no more facebook,twitter,blog,youtube,beautifulnara,movie,tv,sms,video call,n etc..i need to be grounded..stay in your own room n study..no more hang out with your friend even dpn rmh :( utk 5 bln terakhir before exam..heheh..need to be more focus..act,i don't know what is wrong with me right now..always got fever siap dgn package plk tu..n something wronh with my heart..

15/12/2011

ASSALAMUALAIKUM..
it could be the most happiest date n the most disaster date..
15/12/2005
my father passed away due to kidney failure n etc..i grew up without any love by a man called ayah since standard four..sgt cemburu tgk org lain dgn ayah diorg tpi mummy kta "be patient,Allah uji **** sikit je berbanding org lain"..i still remembered how rude am i toward the doctor smpi sanggup marah doc tu sebab die decide ayah meninggal btl2 tgh azan zohor,hari jumaat..i'm sorry doc,i'm getting so emotional at that time..T_______T..okok..past is past..but ayah,you're still my hero and always be my hero..no one can replace your place deep down in my heart(ayt dh trabur ssuai dgn emosi)hahaha..
15/12/2011
dpt adik angkat..form 2 tahun nie..llki..knal time jamboree pengakap..named as adi  for short..oklah tu..bdk perak..study negeri sembilan :)..sblm melalut pasal bdk nie..baiklah aku trus buat lthn english..hahaha..bye2..melayan syafiq nie mmg x tdo aku..nsib baik die tman aku study..thanks,bro..

randomly

Assalamualaikum n good morning...(x tdo pun dri smalam)
first of all,
yesterday , i went for a dinner  in one of the most famous restaurant in *****,they serve me with "basi" mashed potato..how am i supposed to do??marah la kan??like WTF,dhla lpr..nak sue pun x blh sbb terlupa nak amik resit..hish..and right now the 'basi' mashed potato dgn bangganya berada dalam tong sampah....
secondly,
to hamba Allah
tlg hormat org lah..jgn suka suki je nak sebar no phone aku..agak2 lah tak kiralah spupu ke waima kawan baik pun..aku bknlah knl kau sgt tetiba nak sebar no aku tu kira dh lebih la bro..nak rse mkn ksut size 7 ke??so,beradab sikit ye..tak ssh kan??
chemistry n physic,
please be nice to me..heheehhe..i'm in love with you right now so please be nice with me ..xoxo..

my perfect future husband

what a silly topic right??but this is what we're going to face when we're getting married..hahaha..act,i need to make an essay on this silly topic.but,the problem is i don't know how to start it..hish..tgk mcm interested tpi bler nak buat blank..pandang je laptop dri tdi .isi dh  byk.permulaan langsung takde..adoi..oh my teacher,why must you give me this topic??such a nightmare..GOD,please give me an idea to finish my task a.s.a.p. ..guys,give me some idea please..i really need it..semua dah siap dah tinggal task bi nie je yg tak siap lgi..

Jamboree

salam,baru sudah berjamboree dkt terengganu..the whole week hujan..ktorg sma cuma nampak hujan hari khamis masa perasmian..hari lain semua langit menangis..angin kuat gler wei..sbb ktorg ddk berhadapan dgn pantai..aktiviti semua sblh pgi je..so,x delah pnt sgt.byk masa senggang jgklah..malam aktiviti kebudayaan..unfortunately, telah dicemarkan dgn prangai bdk2 yg sbk menggatal n meraba2 tepi dewan n bwh pokok..korg nie x de agama ke wei??buat dah la tempt org lalu- lalang..aku tgk nie pun dh kira berdosa lgilah korg yg buat tu..x malu ke wei??stiap malam lah aku tgk adegan x snonoh tu..ade jgk lah brother2 kelana tegur srh diorg bubar but then diorg continue blik..lgi truk mlm jumaat..org baca yasin kau blh beramai2 merayau..adoi..malu aku tgk bangsa sndri mcm nie..forget it lah..cter pasal aktiviti lgi best..1st actvt yg aku buat "aktiviti lassk"..tgh hjn2 lbt wei..mmg baju time dkt sana x pyh keringlah lah kan..biar je bsh mcm tu..sbb sma org pun sama.baju hjn yg diorg provide pun mcm x de function.hahaha..sbb ktorg  pki..saja nak feel mndi hjn..hari 1 tu agk malu la sbb psrta pertama kot yg buat aktvt..Tuhan jelah yg tau nawaitu aku..tau nk cpt abes je..dgn bdk2 beribu aku redah je..mcm menari siot aku ats pokok tu.hahaah..time tu kontijen johor,melaka,perlis kot yg ada..klu x slh lah..mlm ke tiga bru d aktiviti dri kontijen den..mula2 mcm mls tpi dh abg kelana x bgi msk kem knalah ddk dkt dewan tu,melaka lmbt ckit..dh last2 bru bwt persembhn ..acara bersanding adat melayu..hahaha..kelakar..cantk n smart2 bdk2 yg buat performance..support MELAKA lah..pkl 11 bru blh blik kem..bru nak tdo dh kna pggl dgn sub. kontijen daerah aku..hehehe..jmpe bdk tu..tpi plik lah..btw,ktorg sempt lgi tgk bola ok mlm tu..MALAYSIA VS INDONESIA..huhuh..terbaik lah MALAYSIA..ada ceramah agama jgk la mlm tu..tpi,x dpt nk dgr sgt,bdk2 nie bsing gler wei..sbr jelah..act,mula2 niat jht, x nk pgi dgr crmh tu,but then dipaksa utk dpt cop..berebut-rebut mtk cop..heheh..aktiviti air ktorg sama jgk,ujan all the time..mmg best lah kan..abselling buat den rse mcm ape je wei..cuak gler..dh la lme nk tggu,bler turn tu rse mcm nk lri je..tpi,rock on jelah..dh lme tggu kan..time dkt ats rse mcm nak mti punya cuak lah..dhla tgh dmam time tu..sempt lgi nak min abselling tu..bler left-handed nie kna ubah posture die..x sama mcm biasa..bru aku tau sbnrnya..hahaah..then,flying fox.lgilah wei..menggigil aku kt ats wei..tpi tak tau knpe aku mmg suka gler aktiviti adventure mcm nie rather than min jahit2 or etc..last day,mlm tu ktorg dikawal ketat lah dgn brothern sis kelana ,alsn diorg mlm last nie mcm kucing mengawan masing..aku pun x fhm mksd die..so,aku pun x de lah kluar sgt sbb tgh x sht pun,just pgi bli maggi je,..hari last sedih,tggl la member2 bru..gerak pgi2 ..time tggu bas smpt lgi tkr2 email..no phone x de.hahaha..sengal btl..mmg best la..blh sggh pasar payang + losong..pgi round bandar terengganu masa ari rabu pun best..semput tpi happy kna escot dgn polis wei..banggalah..tpi sengsara jln kaki..smpi melaka mlm sbb sggh n9 dulu.jln2 kta diorg..lupa plk,anak tengku mahkota pun ada..byk brg ktorg dpt..hehehe..bju,tag,bola pokemon,scarf,lencana,plh mhl sijil..hahahaha..ok2,dh byk sgt cter..hahaha..ok2,byk krja nak buat..bye2

Firdaus..

perangai mcm ape je kan??kau jgn kacau hdp aku sbb aku tak pnh kacau hdp kau..aku x bsg pun kau maniac gler dgn bdk class sblh kan?yang kau x sdh2 nak masuk campur dlm hdp aku knpe??dah x de krja sgt ke??kata ** x kan x sbuk??apa kna mgna idup afif dgn aku??yg kau nak kecoh sgt??get a life la..kau jgn fkir diri kau tu alim sgt padahal prangai mcm beruk..skrg psl tua yg x d kna mgna dgn idup aku pun kau nak babit kau nie giler ke hah??asyik nak kacau idup aku je??kau nak aku kacau hidup kau ke??nak nasihat aku pandai tapi diri sendri ke laut perginya buat ape??imam dkt masjid n surau,tpi bler kluar zikir kau tukar jdi sumpah seranah..ape kes??aku rase aku x malukan kau sbb aku x de mention pun nme kau mcm kau buat dkt aku kat sklh..sedar diri lah ..

:)

Salam,this is my first entry actually..baru mula jinak2 dgn blog..so,tak tau sgt pasal blog2 nie..pelan2 kayuh lah ya..