AKHIRAT!!!

assalamualaikum..
everyone must be curious on what am i'm going to post,right??
act,tadi tgk berita ada something on magnetic or else might explode area bumi..is it true??
YA ALLAH, aku tak cukup beriman lagi untuk menghadapi hari akhirat..
aku tahu n percaya bahawa kiamat akn berlaku tapi aku ttp akan rasa something bila someone hint aku pasal hari akhirat..aku sangatttt takut..sangat takut hadapi kematian,takut dgn dosa yang tlh aku lakukan,tkt dengan semua balasan2(base on terjemahan alquran),takut bler tgk TANAH KUBUR..human are not perfect so do i,as a conclusion aku dgn rendah dirinya memohon maaf secara terbuka dengan sesiapa yang terasa dengan perangai aku selama aku hidup atas muka bumi ALLAH yang maha kaya nie..aku sedar aku bukan seorang manusia yang sempurna macam saidatina aisyah tpi aku cuba menjadi yang terbaik dari yang terbaik..i wanted to change..so,pleased support me and accept me the way i am..don't make me turned into my old version..I NEED TO CHANGE..i'm so melampau right now..please guide me if you are willing to do so..SAya tak nak mati sebagai orang yang hanya islam atas kad pengenalan tapi sebagai seorang islam yang penuh iman didada or at least half of it..DO GUIDE ME..i'm really100x want to change..aku tak nak bebankan family aku di padang masyhar..

2012..

SALAM TAHUN BARU !!

lama tak update right??

busy with my school assignment..

gonna be SPM'S candidate this year so more focus on study lah..:) :)(act,already spm's candidate)

sgt benci bler dpt text..good luck for spm and blah blah blah..guys,just shut your mouth lah,i know that i'm going to face it this year..no need to remind me for thousand time..(really hate it)..

need to change my life schedule again..

study is the first priority..hehhehe..

can't be phoneless so kurangkan penggunaan je..hehe

internet sgt penting..(luckily i;m not addicted to fb)

mp4 threw it already ..:)

just finished doing my hw..so,mls nak update byk2..nite..assalamualaikum

A person called friends..

what are friends for??
when you keep lying to me..
what are friend for??
when you keep hiding something from me..
what are friend for??
when you just neglect me..
what are friend for??
when you cant'n trust me..
what are friend for??
when you just make fun of me
what are friend??
when you just use me..
what are friend??
when you can't full filled your promised toward me..
act,WHO AM I IN YOUR HEART??
or,you just saying that "kaulah kwn aku" but it does'nt mean anything to you..
am i just a doll?? that once you love me you hold me tightly,but when you did'nt need me, you just throw me??
maaf
bila aku buat korg marah
bila aku bohong korg
bila aku kebas(main-main) barang korg
bila aku jauh dari korg
bila aku kutuk korg
bila aku buat korg BENCI ada kawan macm aku yg x de function..
AKU SAYANG KORANG..

takgunasimpansemuabarangyangkitaadasamasamakalaukautaksayangkatakulagikalaukautakperluakulgikalaukaubenciakutapiakutakbolehbencikausebabkaukawanaku..

life..

bru bgn actually pkl 10 tdi..then study add math..lovely..first time rase interestingnya add math nie..log jelah ada cipan sikit..i'll fix it before spm..actually,cuak nak spm nie..mood malas asyik ajk tido je..after this,insyaallah no more facebook,twitter,blog,youtube,beautifulnara,movie,tv,sms,video call,n etc..i need to be grounded..stay in your own room n study..no more hang out with your friend even dpn rmh :( utk 5 bln terakhir before exam..heheh..need to be more focus..act,i don't know what is wrong with me right now..always got fever siap dgn package plk tu..n something wronh with my heart..

15/12/2011

ASSALAMUALAIKUM..
it could be the most happiest date n the most disaster date..
15/12/2005
my father passed away due to kidney failure n etc..i grew up without any love by a man called ayah since standard four..sgt cemburu tgk org lain dgn ayah diorg tpi mummy kta "be patient,Allah uji **** sikit je berbanding org lain"..i still remembered how rude am i toward the doctor smpi sanggup marah doc tu sebab die decide ayah meninggal btl2 tgh azan zohor,hari jumaat..i'm sorry doc,i'm getting so emotional at that time..T_______T..okok..past is past..but ayah,you're still my hero and always be my hero..no one can replace your place deep down in my heart(ayt dh trabur ssuai dgn emosi)hahaha..
15/12/2011
dpt adik angkat..form 2 tahun nie..llki..knal time jamboree pengakap..named as adi  for short..oklah tu..bdk perak..study negeri sembilan :)..sblm melalut pasal bdk nie..baiklah aku trus buat lthn english..hahaha..bye2..melayan syafiq nie mmg x tdo aku..nsib baik die tman aku study..thanks,bro..

randomly

Assalamualaikum n good morning...(x tdo pun dri smalam)
first of all,
yesterday , i went for a dinner  in one of the most famous restaurant in *****,they serve me with "basi" mashed potato..how am i supposed to do??marah la kan??like WTF,dhla lpr..nak sue pun x blh sbb terlupa nak amik resit..hish..and right now the 'basi' mashed potato dgn bangganya berada dalam tong sampah....
secondly,
to hamba Allah
tlg hormat org lah..jgn suka suki je nak sebar no phone aku..agak2 lah tak kiralah spupu ke waima kawan baik pun..aku bknlah knl kau sgt tetiba nak sebar no aku tu kira dh lebih la bro..nak rse mkn ksut size 7 ke??so,beradab sikit ye..tak ssh kan??
chemistry n physic,
please be nice to me..heheehhe..i'm in love with you right now so please be nice with me ..xoxo..

my perfect future husband

what a silly topic right??but this is what we're going to face when we're getting married..hahaha..act,i need to make an essay on this silly topic.but,the problem is i don't know how to start it..hish..tgk mcm interested tpi bler nak buat blank..pandang je laptop dri tdi .isi dh  byk.permulaan langsung takde..adoi..oh my teacher,why must you give me this topic??such a nightmare..GOD,please give me an idea to finish my task a.s.a.p. ..guys,give me some idea please..i really need it..semua dah siap dah tinggal task bi nie je yg tak siap lgi..